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Thursday, September 1st, 2005
9:17 pm
School was..well school! LOL. I mean nothing really that exciting. I hung out with Darcy and I saw Ash, which was so nice. I really missed everyone over the summer. I was just...depressed and didn't feel like talking. I mean, it doesn't mean I don't love all of you I just...needed my space. So I am going to watch some tv and go to bed. See ya all tommorrow.


Current Mood: crappy
Monday, August 29th, 2005
1:50 pm
I really haven't been feeling well lately. I am just really depressed because Mike keeps trying to see me. What part of no doesn't he understand. I thought maybe this would just go away. All he wants is sex from me anyway. This is driving me insane. School starts soon and I might be the only one looking foreward to it. I haven't really seen any of you over the summer so this is my chance to see everyone again. Well I think I'm going to go and look and see if I need any clothes for school.


Current Mood: depressed
Thursday, August 18th, 2005
5:30 pm
So everyone I've been just hanging out at home Ok maybe that's not exactly true but it's a damn good excuse. Mike, my ex-lover/boyfriend I guess you could call him, is still looking for me. He came over the other day looking for me. I hid in a closet and he almost found me but Darcy is great at distracting people so it was alright. Not much going on lately with me. I need to talk to Amy soon because she's really cool. Ash, I feel so bad because we keep missing eachother but I'll call soon. Anyone else, you know the IM and phone number so call or something. terri4life221


Current Mood: contemplative
Friday, August 12th, 2005
11:04 am
I've been taking care of Darcy lately since, I have nothing better to do and it keeps my mind off of things I'd rather not think of. Not much has really been going on but that's probably best for me right now. I haven't really hung out with anyone in a while but you guys know my number and IM so feel free to call or whatever. Ash, we really need to hang out sometime. Ok well that's all for now, Darcy needs me.


Current Mood: calm
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
12:24 am
I am back now hopefully for a while. I think I threw Mike off though. Darcy said he came looking for me but Thank God she told him I was gone. I am just praying he doesn't come back. I'm so scared. I can't eat, sleep, it's ruining my life. I am such a failure, it's not even funny.

Someone want to do something with me? I'm bored.

Current Mood: depressed
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
11:47 pm
So I'm kinda away right now I am hiding from Mike. I broke things off with him and he's so pissed, I'm afraid. At the time I thought I loved him. Of course I was drinking alot then too. Oh well, I'm just hiding out now and hopefully be back soon. I'll be back really soon though.

Ash, we really need to talk.

Current Mood: scared
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
10:20 pm
Being back feels really good. Seeing Darcy, Paige and Ashley just makes me feel at home. I just feel like Terri again, plain, simple and kind Terri. Being gone for so long made me miss my old self a little but know I'm still trying to be someone that I know I'm not. The past month felt like the best time of my life even though it wasn't regular "Terri" so to speak. I sorta liked the partying and drinking, it was something different. Plus I did the one thing I thought I'd never do, cheat on JT. Sure now he's far away from my life but I cheated on him. Maybe I was caught up in the moment of everything, maybe I was drunk, maybe I was just, what I thought was "in love" with Mike. Either way it doesn't matter, he's out with some tramp now and I'm back to my life before I was Terri, the party girl, Terri, that young girl who got drunk had slept with Mike. It's not like I just had sex with him once either, it was more than that. Maybe I was drunk the whole time, I can't really remember. All I know is that it's going to be hard to go back to Terri, the girl everyone loves and would never do anything stupid. I just don't know if I can go back to the way things were.

Ash, give me a call soon we have to hang out.

Current Mood: anxious
Saturday, July 16th, 2005
11:21 pm
So lately Darcy and I have been hanging out alot lately. I missed her like crazy, love you girl!!! Shopping with Darcy is always fun though. In a way I kinda feel bad that Spin thinks Darcy is giving the baby up for adoption but I know she doesn't want to give it up. I know she'll love that baby more than she loves herself so I'm going to support her every step of the way, doing whatever I can. I feel that she really needs me now.

So I want to catch up with everyone soon so call or IM me or whatever because I'd love to hang out.


Current Mood: awake
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
1:12 am
((wow OCC for right now. I just want to say sorry for any kind of trouble I caused when I was gone. I was in and out of the hospital for about a month and then put in the hospital because I was loosing weight and everything. I wish I could have still remained active but that was not to be. I just got out of the hospital on the 9th and it's my first time online since then. If you need to remove me I understand but just know I love this rp so much and would be hate to be cut. Thanks for listening! ~Sara))

Hey everyone. Sorry I've been gone for so long. I really haven't been in the mood to talk to anyone at all lately. Not even Darcy and I live with her. I have just been depressed and hate to ruin other peoples lives. Now I'm back and kicking though, with a new fresh out look on life. Anyone wants to call or something terri4life221 I'd love to catch up.


Current Mood: blank
Monday, June 6th, 2005
10:45 am
Sorry for the lack of updates...
Well everyone sorry for not updating but I am just really busy. Not to much is going on right now. Yes I am still with JT! I love him so much. I really need to be more social and talk to some of you more like Manny. I really want to do something with someone this weekend so if anyone is free call or something.


Current Mood: crappy
Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
12:48 am
So I have been up all night thinking. I miss JT alot! I haven't talked to him for a while. This whole "liking" Craig thing is so stupid. I wish it would just go away. I love JT but every time I talk to Craig it's like...a weird feeling that I get. God I hate my emotions I love you JT! Anyway call me because I am bored. Manny and Craig- I am sorry things didn't work out. If you need anything I am here like if Craig needs a shoulder to cry on


Current Mood: awake
Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
3:20 pm
Darcy is corrupting with these things

Who will you fuck?
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random word
favorite movie
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Is the worst sex ever heatherr_
Made you fall asleep amy_wants_love
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Secretly wants to fuck you x_chester_x
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Current Mood: hyper
2:37 pm
I have been so hyper lately. I talked to Craig last night. I told him that I liked him. I am so proud of myself. That boy is such a tease. A very cute tease JT I miss you..come over today! I love you At least I think I do. I am so confused


Current Mood: hyper
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
8:52 pm

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I love these things!!


Current Mood: content
Monday, May 16th, 2005
11:32 pm
Fun night..
I am so hyper right now. I talked to Craig and Manny tonight. I think I like Craig. What the hell am I thinking. I love JT but I have this little school girl crush on Craig. Ugh I hate myself right now. JT I love you so much!! I hate myself Well bed calls.


Current Mood: hyper
3:12 pm
Best Day Yesterday
Yesterday JT came over and brought some movies. We watched Dumb and Dumber We made out the whole time . The movie was really good. I have no clue what it's about! . He brought candy and we had a really great time. I am sick today. My stomach hurts so bad. Anyway later.


Current Mood: sick
Saturday, May 14th, 2005
3:37 pm
I am so tired and bored. JT I really want to do something today so please call me :)

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aeight
your best quality isyoure nice to everyone
your worst quality isyou deserve better
this is becauseyou were born this way
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Current Mood: bored
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
6:02 pm
I have been so bored lately. JT I really wanna do something this weekend. I miss you. I have had so much school stuff...I hate school. All I wanna do is spend time with my boyfriend!!!!!!! Anyway enough of me rambling.


Current Mood: depressed
Sunday, May 1st, 2005
4:33 pm
Ok so yesterday I went to the Dot with JT and I hope he doesn't get mad at me but he's my boyfriend. I am so happy...this is one thing that's right in my life. I asked him out just to clear that up. Words can't describe how happy I am and Jay's BBQ tonight which is going to be a blast. Anyway see everyone tonight.


Current Mood: excited
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
1:51 pm
Me and JT are going to the Dot...I am so excited. I have to do my makeup and stuff so talk to you later.


Current Mood: ecstatic
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